Experience Grants the Soul Power

A little over a month ago I reached out to the amazing Jen Lemen as my life took a radical turn and I was fighting fear at every turn.  Even though I knew this was what I was meant to do, and I have not wavered on that point, I was scared.  In the wisdom that only a lifetime of putting love out into the world and all the joy and suffering that brings she responded, ". . .whether it works out or not doesn't matter nearly as much as who you become and the power that grants your soul to make an impact."  And she went on to say, "It's going to be better and worse than you think and in the end, no matter what, you will know love and true power."

This week I felt so tested as I gave the last several days to staying at home with a sick boy who wanted to cling to me.  And as none of my plans were accomplished I felt more fear about money and insurance, and am I just crazy to think that schools should be caring for their teachers in a holistic way and teaching their staff to care for students in a holistic way, and is my art good enough, and that crazy spiral down into fear and self doubt.  I felt rotten.  I was not sitting in a place of acceptance.

But today is a new week!  And I want those of you who are struggling today, that my thoughts are with you.  This struggle is all part of the journey.  You are at this very moment being filled with the love and power you will need so that your soul can and will make an impact.


I'm sending you buckets full of courage to keep going.  This is all part of the plan.  In the end you will know love and true power!  I am hopeful for us all!